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Thursday, November 06, 2003*


    She smiled back weakly. "Well, I.. I really dont know what to say. I know the fact that my dad's gay and living with a transvestite whom you have a crush on is just.. way outta this world.. but, I really wanna be here for you, you get it?" She rambled on, "I.. ahh.. I know the situation's awkward, but.. ," she couldnt take it anymore and just blurted out, "ARE YOU WEARING A BRA?!"

    He gave her a penetrating stare and she could see his deep warm brown eyes that drew him to her in the first place.. I'm falling, she thought. Falling deeper into this infatuation. I just wanna feel his.. sculpted body next to mine, hold him in my arms.
    Smell his aftershave and cuddle next to him.. Oh Jordan, you dont know how much I want you.

    "Jordan," she whispered as she moved closer to him. "I.. You.."

    "Say no more Stacie," he pulled her close and started kissing her. "Oh Jordan," she moaned as his arms enveloped her and she felt the warmth of his body. The curves of her body fit perfectly into his body that took him months of training.
    "Let's go up to your room," he said as he kissed her neck and gently nibbled on it. He then moved up to her ear and licked the circumference of her ear.

    In a blink of an eye, they were up in Stacie's room. Jordan's hands carassed Stacie's body and she moaned softly. He could feel heat radiating from every single inch of her flushed skin. As he pulled her closer, his hands found their way under her white filmy top. Stroking her back, he found the clasp of her bra, but resisted the urge to unhook it. Instead, the removed the top button of her blouse and slowly worked his way down, doing all of this while still kissing her. When he was done unbuttoning her blouse, he marvelled at what he saw.

    "Ooooo, that's a pretty bra. Can I raid your drawer?"
dweam moaned at2:32 AM




Wednesday, November 05, 2003*


    Throughout the night, Stacie couldn't sleep. She was thinking about the incident earlier on. Maybe she shouldn't have told him the awful truth. But she had to. She adored him, she loved him. There was no way that he could be in love with Jackie. No no way.

    She couldn't get that thought off her mind and she cared for Jordan. She wanted to know how he was feeling. Plucking up enough courage, she dialled his mobile number on her phone.

    "Hi Jordan, can we meet up now?" Stacie enquired.

    Silence boomed. Jordan was still speechless. Stacie knew he still couldn't take it.

    "Jordan, it would be better if we meet up. I can be your listening ear," Stacie persuaded. After much hesitation, he finally agreed to see her.

    The dark, velvet sky was still saturated with bright, twinkling stars which appeared and disappeared as the clouds moved over them. Stacie was watching the stars when she saw Jordan's car headlights from afar. She turned to watch it as he drove past the gate and halted beside the porch.

    She noticed Jordan's solemn face and she decided to break the silence.

    "Er, Jordan?" she uttered.

    "OMFG! I just can't believed what you've told me. This is impossible!" Jordan cried, so loud as if Mr. Thunder had just manifested his powers.

    "Jordan, calm down alright? This is not the end of the world.. Brace up. You have a long way ahead.. Your future.. Don't you just care about your future? Our future? You still have ... me ... dontcha?" Stacie coaxed him, while patting her warm hands on his broad shoulders.

    Omg, what's this thing he's wearing inside..Stacie thought as she carressed his shoulders. She was touching something tight, bouncy and extendible. Observing carefully, she could make out the silhouette of a .... BRA! He was wearing a bra! Omg! And a black one too!

    Disbelieved, she dodged back a little.. It was like Nightmare on Elm Street. She couldn't believe her eyes. The man she adored.. The man she loved.. The man she cared for. OH MY GOD!

    It was then that Jordan turned around, winked and gave her his widest, most affectionate grin ever.
; khsrL moaned at11:21 AM




    "My mom? Oh, you mean the one Im currently living with? I see." Disappointed, she bit her lip. "Oh well, it's ok. My mom works at the local strip club, so it's natural for you to have fantasies about her."

    "That, I knew.. But what do you mean 'the one Im currently living with'? That's an interesting term to use."

    "Well, she's not my natural birth mother. My dad left her about ten years ago. He's living with Jackie now, the one you fancy."

    "Oh, I didnt know that. Why did he leave her? Any particular reason?" Jordon inquired, as he sat down next to Stacie.

    "Well, I dont think you would really want to hear the reason, but, my dad's
    GAY..."

    And the word resounds through the night...
dweam moaned at1:15 AM




Tuesday, November 04, 2003*


    "I .... I err.." Jordan muttered. Jordan couldn't break the news to her. He sat down beside her, still speechless. He tried to speak but something in him stopped him from doing so.

    "Jordan, say it. My parents will be back soon and I'll get into trouble if I'm seen here with you, " retorted Stacie, now a little frustrated. Summoning up all his energy, Jordan finally broke the silence and told her the truth.

    "actually...I think I like... erm I like your Mom.."
; khsrL moaned at8:00 AM




Monday, November 03, 2003*


    It all started on gloomy evening. She was sitting on her porch watching the rain drizzle when suddenly she saw a shadowy figure.
    "Jordan.." she whispered, leaving the name to linger on her lips. "What are you doing here?"
    "I.. I just had to see you. I dont know how to tell you this, but.."
dweam moaned at7:50 AM



the gurl.

__valeriee*

nineteen year old.
better known as dweam.
troubled and twisted.
can be found at http://www.dweam.blogspot.com

the boy.

__khasrulll*

a may-born gemini, 19yo.
looks like a kid.
currently a slave to the nation.
people-watching is his pasttime.